Here are a collection of poems and streams of conciseness that were written over the last decade. These are in chronological order capturing some of the most life-altering events of my early twenties. These were written shortly after I discovered my love of writing in this style and when writing became the only source of release for me. This book is filled with raw and unfiltered emotions of what it is like to handle some of the toughest battles alone and to go to dark places I never knew existed. Throughout these there is a sense of loneliness, sadness, anger but most importantly a glimmer of hope for my future. I no longer resonate with the majority of these writings but they are still important to me and a final release of the past.