...this remains solely the author's life-long journey to rally and heal from her disease process of schizophrenia...PTSD...grieving...and depressive disorder...the story is written for those who suffer from mental illness and those schizophrenic type illnesses that plague us...the patients...this is also for those professionals who may find themselves at a loss in how to treat these disorders of the spirit...body...mind...and soul...it is written in the language of the disease for all the children of angst...so that they can understand that in this life...we are not alone...it is written with great love and care for those who wish to glean a new understanding and possible process for moving forward into health...and life...the book undertakes the author's own struggles and depths of darkness...and greatest despair...supported and surrounded by two very special strong women, who as mental health professionals, know the meaning of unconditional love and healing...and many other women beings who have graced and touched the author's life...this is written from love...for life...and for those who have a need for a healthy healing process...