Do you believe in Spiritual Awakenings? I do. It happened to me. All I know is God chose me to reach out a spread his words to others. Due to my past experiences, I can relate to people who have experienced being emotionally, sexually, and physically abused. Jill Bahner speaks of her sexual, physical and emotional abuse, which she suffered in her life time. Jill discusses her history of drug and alcohol abuse which led her into the rooms of Alcohol Anonymous. She has tried to commit suicide several times but each time it failed. Jill's believes that God saved her for a reason to help others that have gone through similar situations. Jill has been free from drugs and alcohol for 28 years. She has dealt with her past abuse and is at peace with her past abuse experiences.