Remove yourself from the situation. There are resources available 24 hours a day. Never be afraid to reach out for help. I come from Council Bluffs Iowa. A hobby I enjoy to do would be Diamond art. What inspired me to write my book is I wanted to tell my story. I kept going because I didnt have any other choice - It was either fail or fly, so when yo ask me how I learn to fly, i will tell you the story of how I found my wings. Maybe its not a story a beauty in victory, But it one thats all me in very real.