A journey into the depths of faith, suffering, and the love that never lets go. What happens when the certainties of faith dissolve, when the answers no longer answer, and the fire meant to warm you threatens to consume? In On Fire Underwater, Michael Bowman offers a vulnerable, poetic, and unflinching exploration of spiritual unraveling and renewal. With the haunting image of a flannelgraph figure--ablaze and sinking beneath the surface--this book invites you into the sacred tension between burning and drowning, between grief and grace, between disillusionment and divine love. Drawing from Scripture, the mystics, church history, and his own raw experiences, Bowman leads readers through thirteen meditative reflections that confront the ache of longing, the reality of suffering, and the hidden beauty of becoming. This is not a book of easy answers. It is a companion for those who feel lost, undone, or caught between worlds. For anyone who has ever whispered, ""There must be more,"" this book is your invitation to wrestle, to weep, to wonder--and still believe in the only thing that remains: love. Even underwater, the fire burns.