Ardagh Cadieu joins up to fight to overcome his troubled past, but when the shooting starts, he struggles to move forward, hesitating. The loss of his mentor and the tragedy that followed holds him back. Does he have what it takes to fight and survive, or even to lead? Most of all, will he eventually be able to overcome his burdened past? And at what cost?

Koos van den Berg has troubles of her own - the German occupation of her hometown, controlling parents, and traitors in her midst. Her struggles seem hopeless until the unexpected arrival of Ardagh. Two people amidst the chaos of conflict, struggle to form an unbreakable bond and dare to dream of the future .... if they can make it through the war.

Number 1 on the Calgary Herald's Bestseller List - 16 November 2024

"An authentic story of love and war vividly detailed." - Kirkus Reviews

"With vivid detail and emotional depth, Those We Carry is a must-read for fans of historical fiction, war epics, and stories that explore the resilience of the human spirit. Saxberg's gripping prose makes this novel both heart-wrenching and unforgettable." - Cece M. Scott, CANREADS Calgary Book Review

"He is rich in examining the multitudes of things we think about and carry from our past behaviours, colliding with and meshing with our present circumstances. And all of it handled with deep respect for the Canadian military, the atmosphere of the times, the struggles during the war, and the friendships and enemies that are encountered. This is historical fiction at its best. It is informative, engaging, emotional and satisfying." - Michael Sobota, The Chronicle Journal

"With crisp attention to historical details, Those We Carry is a tragic, triumphant novel about wartime love." - Ryan Prado, Foreword Reviews