I think the many things I've gone through with people jobs, churches, family, friends enable me to formulate over the years a paradigm of emotions and expressions, and now I put them in writing in this book. So to read them, I hope will give you joy, peace, a sense of love, and answer your many inner thoughts and long-overdue emotions.

The jobs and things I've done: I worked for Emerson TV plant in New Jersey, post office dock Jersey City Lackawanna warehouse, New York City Transit Authority as a signal maintainer, and a real estate salesperson. Churches charismatic, nondenomination, liberation theology, Scientology. I was a Bible study teacher, youth ministry, sound technician, food pantry coordinator, helped build churches and donations. Thrift shop, hospitals volunteer, AIDS crises in the eighties and again in the twenties.